I've been wanting to start my own at home business for a long time. It's not like I don't have any talent. I know I can do better at web design and actually make a living off of it. I also have some great ideas. Then why is it that I seem to procrastinate actually implementing them?
It wouldn't take that long to make a few freebie templates. I can probably make at least one a night in four different color themes.
But instead, I browse blogs, watch YouTube videos, browse more blogs and do useless internet reading on kids that might be graduating from "Taco Bell High" or some guy stealing steaks by stuffing them down his pants, then browse even more blogs. At least browsing and commenting on blogs have SOME benefit, like getting people to see my blog.
That's another thing: My content on my blog is lousy. I know I can do better, after all, I've read some entries I had posted in the past and they were much better than the ones I have put up recently. The most recent ones have been benign and don't provoke much thought.
So, what is causing me to not do it? Perhaps since I pretty much grew up with my parents being "stuck", maybe I subconsciously want to remain stuck? If this is the case, I better overcome it, or we will never get out of debt, move into a house that we built, and actually have a life better than mediocre. I know it's possible, I just have to stop getting in the way of myself.
It wouldn't take that long to make a few freebie templates. I can probably make at least one a night in four different color themes.
But instead, I browse blogs, watch YouTube videos, browse more blogs and do useless internet reading on kids that might be graduating from "Taco Bell High" or some guy stealing steaks by stuffing them down his pants, then browse even more blogs. At least browsing and commenting on blogs have SOME benefit, like getting people to see my blog.
That's another thing: My content on my blog is lousy. I know I can do better, after all, I've read some entries I had posted in the past and they were much better than the ones I have put up recently. The most recent ones have been benign and don't provoke much thought.
So, what is causing me to not do it? Perhaps since I pretty much grew up with my parents being "stuck", maybe I subconsciously want to remain stuck? If this is the case, I better overcome it, or we will never get out of debt, move into a house that we built, and actually have a life better than mediocre. I know it's possible, I just have to stop getting in the way of myself.
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