Okay, so I had a really weird dream last night. My sister who never talks to our family was in it. Why? I don't know. I guess I have been thinking of her lately.
Anyway, we were in a classroom but it was filled with people of all ages. She was in her group of friends when a "hater" showed up and started to call her names (none seriously vile but abusive nonetheless). She pretty much ignored it, putting in a feigned yawn once in a while. I was gnawing on a loose fingernail and rolled my eyes at her (about the hater).
After hearing the same thing being called out I finally turned to him and said, "Can't you come up with something creative for once?" It was the first time I saw the kids. And yes, they were pretty young, like 12 or 13. They picked up their books and left laughing with each other.
The next think I know, I was standing in front of my sister. She was trying to talk to a friend that was standing next to her, but then decided to try to call out to a friend that was standing on the other side of the room, behind me. She kind of pushed me out of the way. It looked like she wanted to say something to me, like "excuse me", but didn't. Wanted, but couldn't.
I really wished I knew what was going on with her. I have a few suspicions, but I can't 100% verify. Even if she didn't want to say what's really going on in her life, a superficial comment on my Myspace profile or blog or website would be nice. I even have a contact page. She doesn't even have to know my email address.
*sigh*
Mom is seriously having a hard time over it. She said she would purposely go against her parents beliefs and when she moved out, she still kept in contact. Even though her parents thought she was going to hell.
My father doesn't understand it either. He said he would call his parents up for a weekly yelling and there's nothing that she could have done to make them hate her.
I don't get it either. Believe me, I know more than I let on. If it just had to do with a certain vehicle, it isn't a problem. Debt forgiven. If it was something else, I know more of that too. Long story, I won't get into details here but there was a lot of miscommunication and mistakes made.
*sigh* - again
Well, that's enough of my rant. I tried contacting her a couple of times through her Myspace page, but no answer. And no, I'm not giving that link out. I don't need to drive her away more. Although I am curious on how many people have gone through the same thing.
Anyway, we were in a classroom but it was filled with people of all ages. She was in her group of friends when a "hater" showed up and started to call her names (none seriously vile but abusive nonetheless). She pretty much ignored it, putting in a feigned yawn once in a while. I was gnawing on a loose fingernail and rolled my eyes at her (about the hater).
After hearing the same thing being called out I finally turned to him and said, "Can't you come up with something creative for once?" It was the first time I saw the kids. And yes, they were pretty young, like 12 or 13. They picked up their books and left laughing with each other.
The next think I know, I was standing in front of my sister. She was trying to talk to a friend that was standing next to her, but then decided to try to call out to a friend that was standing on the other side of the room, behind me. She kind of pushed me out of the way. It looked like she wanted to say something to me, like "excuse me", but didn't. Wanted, but couldn't.
I really wished I knew what was going on with her. I have a few suspicions, but I can't 100% verify. Even if she didn't want to say what's really going on in her life, a superficial comment on my Myspace profile or blog or website would be nice. I even have a contact page. She doesn't even have to know my email address.
*sigh*
Mom is seriously having a hard time over it. She said she would purposely go against her parents beliefs and when she moved out, she still kept in contact. Even though her parents thought she was going to hell.
My father doesn't understand it either. He said he would call his parents up for a weekly yelling and there's nothing that she could have done to make them hate her.
I don't get it either. Believe me, I know more than I let on. If it just had to do with a certain vehicle, it isn't a problem. Debt forgiven. If it was something else, I know more of that too. Long story, I won't get into details here but there was a lot of miscommunication and mistakes made.
*sigh* - again
Well, that's enough of my rant. I tried contacting her a couple of times through her Myspace page, but no answer. And no, I'm not giving that link out. I don't need to drive her away more. Although I am curious on how many people have gone through the same thing.
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